Homesick *bleh*

now it's 18th of june at 23.22 p.m and i'm feeling like homesiiiiicckkkkkk~~~
nah, it's not like i never felt this feeling before. but now i really need to write it *since i'm not good at telling to others bout my real feeling, so..yeah...*
the first homesick ever *as long as my mind remember* is on the third (or fifth?) month of my first year on college. yeah, i even cry my whole heart for two hours straight *urgh, my eyes looked so puffy after that. not surprised tho**wait, i AM a crybaby. noted!*
and now, no..i'm not crying like my past right now. it just the feeling that sooooo overwhelming that i can't bear it alone and i event can't cry it out like when i'm alone in that silent dormitory. nah, i'm sick already event without this homesick feels. aaand...i can't call home since..it's the main problem here. but i'm feeling homesick now *yeah, i already write that many times up there* buutttt....I.AM.FEELING.HOMESICK.NOW~~!!!
urgh, how i wis with writing it down can appease my feeling right now. but..no.
i'm still feel homesick *bleh*
i haven't home since like, last year(?)..and it's the first day of ramadhan *far from home..again*
so..let me mourn just till midnight *i'm still trying, kayh*
and hoping tomorrow would be fine *no, it HAVE TO be fine*

p.s: ignore any type of error and grammars damage. nah, you should be ignore this post right from the beginning..